Hhahahaha I do have this fear, most of the time when I am sober. I am not even cool about being touched by gay male friends of mine, I just found it revolting for a guy to hug/kiss (hi&bye formalities). IDK why..but I am really close with my guy friends, it wasn't like I can't bond with them emotionally, it's just physically
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What about when you're at nightclubs like D-I or most clubs in LKF? Are you sober enough to "not enjoy" it?
